You want to bawl your eyes out in the middle of class.
You get that flood of memories you tried so hard to keep back, and it just emotionally wrecks you.
YOU WANT TO DI E SO BAD BECAUSE YOU REALIZE HOW MUCH OF AN IDIOT YOU WERE.
you just can't do it anymore, and you want to cut that person out of your life, but you don't want to hurt them or make them mad at you because they know every single tiny thing to the detail about you, and you're scared they're gonna tell your friends and ruin their opinion of you.
when you want to just be done and over with this crap.
when you just can't.